Mental Invasion

Watching 'The Rite' alone at night has caused me to ponder much. Here, finally a conclusion to my thoughts.

Lucifer's Lament

Glorious was he in his days of splendor,
created flawless; God’s most choicest wonder.
Even light he tamed, the substance he bore,
Now, tempter he’s named, forever at war

How far he has fallen,
but how did he fall?
The breadth of all heaven,
due his unholy call.

Through clouds and sky, earth and air,
was he hurled out for his unholy dare,
whatever became the substance he bore?
It shone too brightly, creating a door

An imposing door, ardently locked,
but his light blinded himself, he waivered, perhaps a mild little shock?

Pride became him, with key of sin he unlocked,
The unspeakable darkness, desires, fancies and whims
But what is hidden must be exposed,
Thence what was lost was never again found

Oh fallen angel, woe becomes you,
in falling momentum still you tug his heel,
his name is man, the son of the Holy,
though sinner like you, he was redeemed, made worthy

Cry foul, unfair! What unjust treatment!
the bearer of light, swallow scales of contempt!?
Says He, “Forget this not, you tempted him first,
sin was born you, so terrible, the worst”.

The one who bore light, burns endlessly bright,
no longer with glory, but fury and fright,
Fallen, yet falling, he continues to lurk,
tempting the unwary to unholy berserk

Now he counts his days till judgement,
“What number have come my way, ahhh.. indulgent”.

When the music fades....

like a salmon returning to his home,
uncanny but so surely,
stealthily, he returns in the cover of night,
to the very place he knows as home.

kindly unspoken but loudly known,
insatiable, infamous, intensive, intentional,
lightly inoculating this simmering cauldron,
like an alchemist brewing and bringing hell,
so goes the tale; the one who fell

A Fork in the Wood

So comes another fork in the wood,

and they decided to each explore their chosen paths,

each carrying opposite ends of a thread

that would lead them back to each other, back to the fork

So off they went,

marvels and wonders greets one,

the discovery of a calling,

a wide-eyed journey of excitement

off went the other, with his back bent,

mundane forests said their routine hellos,

an arduous road, no short of falling,

the same ol' walk of abandonment

down came the blanket of night,

and both travelers remembered their plight,

exiting opposite ends of their respective paths in the wood,

they suddenly felt the tug of a thread, awakening is rude

much to share, so much to tell,

much to do, so much too cover,

another decision, a ringing line felt,

follow the string, or snip the ring, thought each other

"go by faith, and not by sight",

so trudged one from the other side,

back to the unrecognizable fork in the wood,

the place where they both once stood

what awaits our traveler,

who faithfully held and followed the thread?

a mirror image closing in to the fork?

a forest too dark to penetrate?

a single ended thread, forlorn from the fork?

Once again, we walk from the fork,

walk the walk and talk the talk

1

O, is for the way you oink, at me,

N, for all the times I nudge, you see

E, for every silly, thing you've done just for me,

whee! now we'll just giggle all the way and rub our tummies~

Frank Sinatra wouldn't be happy. haha

Waiting for Tomorrow

Here lies me, in the hours before wee,

staring, stirring, thinking, thanking,

what of He, what of she,

unfazed, depraved, near-crazed, yet amazed.

A new dawn awaits,

as with every wasted day,

over and over we're a step too late,

another day, another day, another day, another day.

Is there nothing else that makes me gay?

And yet so much for senseless sorrow?

So, what's left for today?

We just wait for tomorrow.

The Sweet Lil Things She Does

I've been playing with my guitars again lately. It's been nothing short of epic bedroom action.

She's just the sweetest thing alive,
and here comes decalonesome revolutions,
of trudging through storms of strife,
before tasty endings and sweet conclusions

So IN I dive,
deeper than nine to five,
try to live this life,
with a vision to survive

Tralala

Be good,
Only good,
Never be rude.

Venus delivers,
Only to deceive us,
Yearnings call,
All to fall.
Great beginnings?
End with winnings.

Don't fall,
only to crawl.
don't leave,
or forget to retrieve

!

pho†ograph

Only after today,
through a many happy masquerades,
adversity slips and meets the gay,
can it humble him beneath the shades.

miracles were never a myriad,
like eclipses they are rare and temporary,
you may only just be a period,
be sure that you'll live on in my memory,
born into my heart, but not out of sheer sympathy.

You may be real after all,
Have you ever heard my call?
My mind has feared the evil you protect,
Utmost hypocrisy, that may encroach your house.
Respect is born, a path has been revealed

Go forth and walk that road,
Or regret by not daring to try,
Do angels and demons really exist?

Do I really not believe?
or does His namelessness keep me in a safe zone?
really, I sure want to know U
i hear word of your magnificence and magic
never have I been more curious, than the beguiling wholesomeness U promise

must I abandon the road I walked?
and open my eyes, all over, anew?
did I mention, I barely talked,
ever about my ownself, with U?

mesmerize me with your depthless eyes,
enlighten my mind for I can't see blind.

where should I begin?
at a Cross shelter,
near the beasts?
thence shall I begin my silence.

total silence, in the dark,
or so it seems, since everyone's blind

know that I will be good,
now that you've lit up my life,
over and over, at you I wonder,
why I'm drawn to lightning and thunder?

You... I may be crazy, but I want to try

Awkward

Slowly, steadily, it's gonna be over,
or maybe it's only going slower.
Ready rabbit's gone to slack,
Rowdy howdy's gone to pack.
Ya know what I'm saying?
Funny, how with all these words I'm playing.
Orang utans are cuter than them,
rectum ravagers who only condemn.

Thank god for all I've gotten,
Healing me from things I've forgotten.
Elephants hoppin round the lair of analysis,
breaking their bones and causing paralysis.
Oh no, oh no, horrible scene,
orgasms and oranges and a subtle fiend.
Bamboozling animals in their wretched lair,
bullshiting about some wild gay affair.
rape and fantasies in the impure mind,
unravels upon meeting the divine.
Shit.
Hex this unclean shit.

Happy days,
enigmatic ways,
rabbit face?
elephant pace.
'
Sexy.

yoddling sheep,
onus on you, bleep bleep,
undo the damage done,
run run run?

Cello o' mellow,
horny, happy fellow,
easy breezy?
extremely sleazy.
Sellin your ass?
elephant's cash.
Cheesecakes be eaten,
asses be beaten.
Kill the beasts?
Elaborate, please?

=)

Wordplay

I was playing Bon Jovi's 'It's my life' on guitar, strummin away to the acoustic version of the song, which by the way, sounds totally different and depressing at the same time. So here it is


And here are lyrics

It's My Life lyrics

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

[Chorus:]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

But I'm not satisfied. It sounds way too sad for him to sing the lyrics they wrote, so I thought I'd change the lyrics to something that suits the mood it it puts me in, and waste some time in the process. Here's my final product.

It's My Life lyrics

This is a song for the broken-hearted
it’s a silent prayer for the faith-departed
I’m just gonna be, a face in the crowd
I’m gonna hear their voices
as they drown me out

[Chorus:]
It's my life
it doesn’t matter
I ain't gonna climb that ladder
I wonder if I’ll live to see the light
(It's my life)
My path is a forsaken highway
and everything ain’t goin my way
Maybe I should end it with this knife
that’s my life

This is for the ones who bear that frown
For the good men out there, who’re all shot down
The world’s outta justice, mistakes were made
don’t count on your luck
*EDIT*I must've deleted this line by accident, here it is*EDIT end*
you ain't never gonna get paid

[Chorus:]
It's my life
it ain’t gettin better
I feel like I’ve been down forever
I just wanna feel like I’m alive
(It's my life)
My life has been an endless cryin day
wish I could say
I did it my way
don’t wanna be the one to take my life
'Cause it's my life

This is my chance with all this havoc in town
Better run when I can, and try to turn it around

[Chorus:] X2
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
I’m running on an open highway
I finally get to
do it my way
I know I’m gonna make it out alive

(Adapted from Bon Jovi, 200x) - I'm not plagiarizing =D

Verse for what I should do now

One last paper, better shoot it down,
stop writin this trash, and playin the clown
you don't wanna be just a shrimp in the sea,
so pucker your butt up, it's time to go study